For some reason I just became depressed... Yesterday I saw a movie with my dad. I Am Legend with Will Smith I really love his acting. I cried like, three times. Some parts were really heart breaking. I reccomend it. I was reading Fruits Basket online. For some reason when I read things online before they come out (Like, I don't feel guilty about Fairy Tail cause that won't come out till like, I dunno...Sometime...? <---- same time as the next issue of furuba moron) I mean, I buy the books anyway because I reread them so many times... Why do I feel guilty? Maybe because I'm worried I'll tell Sophie spoilers, *sulks* I suck at secrets. I don't really know why people stay friends with me...ugh... This song isn't helping... For some reason this song makes me really sad. I want a boyfriend (Not the dreaded 'I need a boyfriend but all the guys in my class are asses' topic) I've never had one, I've never even kissed someone (Besides parents and family friends) The boys in my class all hate me... well most of them. Some of the boys in the grade ahead of me hate me too. Siiigh... Like, a few weeks ago when I was talking to Sophie, Justin (A guy in the grade ahead of me) went over to a bush pulled off a lot of berries and threw them at me (I mean, WTF?) then he got like, 5 guys from my class to join in. All the while making jokes about me... mainly "Spicy tuna roll" ect. Sushi Jokes, Naruto jokes, She's an idoit jokes ect. And the whole time I just kept talking to Sophie. I don't think she even noticed...
All the boys now have the 'erfect' insult for me "Naruto" Whenever they want to say something smartass to me they say "Naruto" and it PISSES ME OFF! I love Naruto! So what? Ick... why can't I find a good boyfriend? I think I'll stick with my anime boyfriend for now... (Naruto XD) Maybe I have my standards set too high....oh well! (Oh my god I did it again! The never shut up thing!)
- Ari